…About life.
Today has been creeping by at work. Each minute gets slower…that’s when things get weird inside my head. I start thinking about thinking. I feel like I am less motivated than I used to be. Maybe a bit ‘ruttish’. What can I do?
Joe and I have been talking about moving to San Diego next year. Not that moving is a solution to anything, I feel excited about it. I think living somewhere that we can walk and bike more so than drive will increase quality of life.
In my job I feel a disconnect between what I should be doing and impacting and what I am doing. I am bored with my job at this point, and it’s making my work life drag. I can see it leaking into my personal life in the form of fatigue, headaches, and the weekend serving as a recovery from the week as opposed to time to do what I want to work towards my goals.
I feel like I used to be such an outgoing person, a force to reckon with. A hurricane of action. A tidal wave of accomplishment. Now I’d rather just take a nap.
My work photo, courtesey of Tashie.
